I <3 Huckabees

From watching I <3Huckabees I feel that I live my life in a world that is meaningful and makes sense at some points. I do agree with Bernard and The Blanket “Everything is the same, even if it’s different.” I feel that even if I am differnet then someone else I am still the same say them because we both have feeling, dreams and wrongs in life. I feel that we all my look different but deep down inside we are all the same. We all scared of something, we all want something some good, and we all want to feel safe. So in away is makes sense and it’s meaninful to me.
But then I sometimes feel that “Once you realize the universe sucks, you got nothing left to lose.” I mean you realize that everything you learn or even cared about does not eve matter because in the end it may not even end the way you wnat it to and then you die. And if that does not matter then do I even matter, which I can is no. At some point in life you are not to matter. People are not going to care about your feeling and what matter where as other points in life people are going to care about what you think and what matters to you. But then who I am to say what matters and what does not matter? Who is anyone to say what matters? Just because you have a bigger degree then someone else doesn’t mean you should be able to say what matters or does it?
And people are telling other people what matter and what does not matter then that goes back to are we really being ourselves? And who is to say that is not the reall you? In the movie both Bernard and Caterine had very good points and ideas about life. I don’t think tat one ideas where better then the other because I am not every person in the world, and I think it depends on what kind of person you are to say who you would agree with. To me I think that if you are more of a happy person you will agree with Bernard, if you are more of a sad/ mad person you will agree with Caterine and if you are in the middle you will agree with both. But then agian who I am to what is happy and what is sad? In the end I think that my life is meaninful and makes sense at some points. And in the end I think the most importnat thing that is meaninful and makes sense is my life, Because I can’t think and speak for everyone in the world, or can I?